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I ran away and wished to die,
and hurt not her but I.
…
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I fell in love, and knew not what,
I’d do or where I go.
…
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And then again I turned away,
Broke not one heart but two.
And regretted ever since that day,
If she had only knew.

I tried to live my life once more,
And take it day by day.
But nothing was as if before,
I couldn’t make my way.

I walked a lonely path for time,
and pushed all thoughts away.
but …
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I knew that she tried to forget,
And push all thoughts away.
But thoughts aside I never set,
Of her each and every day.

Eventually I cast around,
And saw my life unveiled.
All throughout was nothing left
Emptiness revealed

I’m not a man without regrets,
mistakes, weakness and faults.
Yet
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